all i know is when ever i have a nightmare it has to do with everyone agianst me, wanting to hurt me in a anyway i cant tell u how many times i would cry to sleep after a dream i had about my death of myself it is weird how people can have dreams of there own death about to happen. well i know i can its real hard to realize u have had the most worst nighmare and not be overwelmed all at the same time. just to get off the subject my best friend is online and hasnt even cared to im me which means there is something wrong in our relationship or it is just her thats could be wrong cuz im not sure if i didnt do anything wrong but im pretty sure ifi did she would have yelled at me or something stratic like that.i keep asking myself what have i done now to make her run away then i think to myself she is running from but me having no clue on what anyone have done to her. to my conclusion i think she is running from herself and all her problems if anything she is thinking "what hell am i doing here? or where can i go to escape them , they keep coming back !!!" who knows what she is thinking to tell u the truth maybe im the one who is running but yet im getting somewhere and she is just failling like her best trait these days.
im getting tired of these nighty nightmares they are driving me crazy!!! so i am gonna go to bed but ttyl im sure  will tell all the issues i have the next day or even what the next was about so yeah ttyl byes.