u know my friend she is having some problems right well i guess she cant talk to me anymore about them and i dotn know what to do i feel like we are losing our friendship so quickly and its like im out in the cold on her life and how she feels. she doesnt want to hang out with me anymore and i guess maybe i did something wrong. i wish i could tell her how this is making me feel but i might think she wouldnt understand and try to tell me it isnt what i think it is. i have been feeling this way for a long time and i dont know how to take it anymore. i have been trying to talk with her and trying to spend time with her but it seems shes not interested and she has other things more important than me. i wish i knew what to do it has been such a problem lately with her and i cant tel u how much i want to hug her and tell ilove her no matter what happens between us that she will alwasy be mny friend whether we are friends the way we were or less who knows these days. i want let go of these feelings that i am getting from her and i cant get that that way bc we have been friends for so long. how do u let go of a long friendship that has been there and has so many great memmories thati dont wan tto forget.
i guess there are always a chance to make new friends when i move cuz i know that wheni move thati wont have to deal with her shit and these problems. but hey thats a way of life to deal with all these issues.