yeah life has been shitty but what else is life to be other then those happy wanted people for having great lives and not knowing how others live when things dont go our way.life can be so difficult when it comes to family and friends. it shows that others may have the same home life as urs but in many ways. for instant my life is so difficult these days, first of all im turning 18 soon yet i dont have a job yet or a car or anything our family is moving to liek arizona in a couple of months and it is all issues coming up to the surface.... that is alot to handle even my friends think that it isnt that bad try living in it and u would know for sure.